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an update [Aug. 31st, 2008|01:18 am]
[mood |contentcontent]

well, i have 2 kids now.
wow, 2 kids, thats crazy.
everything went well with my new one.
we named him preston blake.
he is almost 3 months old now.
wow time flies by so fast anymore.

have been doing pretty good lately.
just got a job, at rallys.
its only temporary and its all i can take right now.
i have to watch the lil ones all day long.
being a parent is a hard thing to do, but its all worth it

me and dusty are going on 3 and a half years,
i love him more than anything.
but sometimes its rough.
but i guess all relationships are ...

well gtg.
leave a comment if ya love me. :)
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(no subject) [Feb. 16th, 2008|10:27 pm]
[Current Location |drury inn suites]
[mood |calmcalm]

Found out I was pregnant again with my second child.
I thought it would be awesome because I could have a little girl like I always wanted.
Come to find out I'm having another boy.
I really was hoping for a girl.
But I guess it doesnt really matter, as long as he's healthy.
Me and Dusty picked out a couple of names.

What do you think about Johnathon Blake?
I think thats a really cute name for a boy.
I'd have a Johnathon and Jakob.

Which reminds me... Jakob is getting so big.
He weighs 30 pounds now and is 35 and 1/8 inches.
Which is nearly 3 foot tall.
He's so smart, it drives me crazy.
But, boy does time fly right by you...

I just figured i'd write in this thing,
since I havent in a while.
But I bet no one will even read and comment on it...

Whatever, bye.
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(no subject) [Feb. 22nd, 2007|01:50 pm]
me & dusty broke up.
we have been having alot of problems lately.
& i feel like horrible about everything.
so many thoughts run thru my head and they overcome me.
they overcome me so much, that at night i cant sleep.
we have a baby together and i think thats what upsets me the most.
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(no subject) [Dec. 16th, 2006|04:36 pm]
[mood |confusedconfused]

i feel weird.


i have been having really weird feelings... i havent been feeling very happy lately. & im not quite sure why. i love dusty, but i think sometimes that he dont wanna be with me. he talks to other girls online & he even started talking to his x girlfriend again. its like im never enough for him, then theres this one thing that bothers me, cuz i feel like i need to do it, but i cant do it for many of reasons. i dont know, it just sucks. i love him so much and i think he knows that i do, but he doesnt do much for me to think that he feels the same way. i only talked to one person about it, and that person told me what i should do. communication is the key. but everytime i try to talk to him, it goes in one ear and out of the other.  either that or he just doesnt listen at all. i cant keep going on like this. i only feel as if one person looks at me for what i am. and its not dusty or anyone around in middletown. i need to know that im beautiful to someone, or that someone loves me more than life itself. i just dont feel like i am someones number one anymore. he gets off work and goes to sleep almost immeadatly. we never get to spend time together, even when hes off of work, he doesnt try to spend time with me. like earlier today, i said i wanna spend time together and he goes and plays his xbox instead. we have a kid together, and i watch him all day long while dusty is at work. and he's really spoiled and hard to take care of, so when dusty gets off work, i ask for his help, but he bitchs at me. help, i need advice.

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(no subject) [Mar. 3rd, 2006|12:28 am]

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